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Friday, June 29, 2007
lost
god.. im so confused.. y? y must it always come in choices? haiz.
girls.. they always know how to make a man happy for one moment.. and before u know it.. ur so heartbroken. what do they actually want? is it on purpose? im really know it is... they want u to promise the world.. and when u just starting to make the promise.. they make u stop and then turn their back and walk away. is it just me? or dose it happen to all men out there? well. what ever it is.. to me.. girls are just illiusion for now..
choices.. y must it only end up with one answer? y can all be in 1? 1 wrong word/choise, always end up failing.. so y cant choose both. atleast the chance of failing/losing is lesser..
well.. had lots of fun yesterday nite.. all by myself.. harrys smooth... all of ya should go there and chill some time.. give it a try.. wont regret.. the surroinding is so relexing.. even with lots of ppl around you, u will feel so relexed.. chill..
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Im BeSt LefT AloNE @
Friday, June 29, 2007 12:29 am (mat_kental)
Monday, June 18, 2007
remember your first time?
wo.. its been super ya? noting to blog about actually. only that my room is much more organize than that is was like before.
well today im blogging cauz something just struck my mind. i suddenly remembered what its like to love and be loved. all of a sudden. memoried struck. haiz. 80% of what happen to me are all sad.. haiz. well i remembered.. the time when i went on my first date? 27th march 2004.. a saturday. sort of a first real date. we watch a movie.. its like super dumb la.. first date to watch a movie.. made it worse.. it was Scooby Doo 2! haiz. that time no other movie avalable. so ya. well we no, I was like super "gabra". we sited.. at the far left mid seat. i was like so paiseh.. cuz i dont usually talk much to girls rite? and so.. the movie started.. we drinking form 1 cup!(first time). the feeling was like, unexplainable. the type of feeling can only come once in ur lifetime. belive me.. ya.. so about 25 to 30 mins later. she started resting her head on my shoulder.. again the feeling is like wow!. haiz..
the movie come to and end.. we ended the day walking home from cwp if im not mistaken.. only at the 2nd traffic light we started to hold hands!! i know its like stupid.. but hey! aku gementar sial!
humm i can remember much afrer that. just that we didnt kiss on a first date!! only after 2 to 3 dates we started! and 5 to 6 dates.. then we started french kissing.. haiz.. slow..
guys.. love is a very hard thing to go thru. u cant say u respect girls. some WILL step over ur head.. haiz.
Im BeSt
LefT AloNE @
Monday, June 18, 2007 01:40 am (mat_kental)
Sunday, May 20, 2007
Thanks guys
i think its like a once a week habbit for me to blog ar. humm this week great ar. especially yesterday. enjoyed myself so much after so long.
what happen was, we were invited to chalet by fahmi, then after solong we met each other. but sadly, we were short of one. we taken lots of pictures. hell lots of fun. yeah.
i find myself very fortunate to have sticked to this group. it with them that i discover the true meaning of friendship. i actually feel that im loving them like my own family. is that what they call true friends? thanks to them i get to know more about live.
thanks to them i actually i feel save. thanks to them i learn many things. they are always there when i need someone to talk to, when i need a friend to accompany me even when my real family are hospitalise.
somehow even if we got mad at each other, time will heal it. i remembered me and az actually had a misunderstanding. it somehow feels like i lost a brother. i guess it because we are so damm bonded. we somehow standup for each other. we somehow help each other.
thanks for being by friends guys. eventho im like the worse among us, u ppl never once looked down on me, infact, u ppl try to improve me. i really hope that we will still befriends even after our marrage. no. I'll Pray we will be frends for the rest of our lives. You guys are too precious to lose.
thanks again guys
Im BeSt
LefT AloNE @
Sunday, May 20, 2007 11:04 pm (mat_kental)
Tuesday, May 15, 2007
humm
wow. didnt i said i wanted to start blogging again? what am i doing not blogging? actually i wanted.. but too tired and lazy ar. i find lazy is a very serious illness. due to laziness people will suffer. humm nvm that.
u know, friend are very precious. even if u hate them for some reason, they always have a good side. well depence on what u hate them for tho. for me i used to hate this guy ar. y? hes always infront of me. winning me in class tests, sports, even cca. until a year back, i find that hes someone great and from then on we were more like borthers then friends.
well, friends, are more important to me then steady girlfriend. why. friend are someone you can talk to. share your problems go out with and more. well say.. u have this problem, maybe in school or something, like being bullied, u cant tell ur steady rite? you will seriously sound like a loser! then what if u have a relationship prob. who to talk to? dont expect u to talk to yer parents rite? damm.
to all friends out there, thanks man!! u rock my world. u ppl are like my brothers and sisters, helped me alot in live! from school to relationship. really glad to have know u ppl for 7 yrs. hope our friendship will last forever!!
what about u? who is more important and y?
Im BeSt
LefT AloNE @
Tuesday, May 15, 2007 10:55 pm (mat_kental)
Wednesday, May 09, 2007
after a long break
its been awhile hasn't it? well, I've decided to start bloging again. well for a start. let me tell about myself. currently 18, under going H.Nitec in Eletrical Engineering at ITE College East (Simei). that about it.
humm. recently, I've not only been having random flashbacks but I'm easily depress. Why? can anyone explain? Some of the flashbacks are great, but some are sickining. but who cares? as long as i am able to control myself i guess it will be ok.
anyway I have this question that I've been asking myself and some of my friends. What's LOVE? Can anyone tell me what is it? Im confused? most people I asked said "love is about making sacrifices", other said "someone to share your feeling". well why need love? if its about sacrifices, dosen't it make love sound like suffering? And to share feeling? what are friends for?
Maybe its just me, but common, the way some people explain love, make me so worried to be in it. Besides, why would i need love when i have friends who will always be there when i need them, right?
I know it may sound like shit to most if not all of you people out there. but hey. think about it. Then write in my tagboard. what love is to you. It would really help me. thanks
Im BeSt
LefT AloNE @
Wednesday, May 09, 2007 09:04 pm (mat_kental)
